I hate writing(chapter 9)

I feel that I’m not good at writing at all! I really hate writing. When there’s a writing assignment such as an essay, I know I won’t do well on it. I’m just not good at writing. I can structure a paper with a beginning, middle and an end, but somehow I still can’t write a well-done paper. I do take my time, but it’s not the grade that I deserve. I don’t plagiarize because I know it’s a bad thing to do. My English teacher told the class that she never wants us to use quotes because the essay is going to be the authors words not our own. It’s better to summarize the author’s quotes. I think that if you can speak well in public and express yourself, you are a great writer. I think that’s my problem because I can’t jump on the stage and just talk while other eyes are staring at me. It’s so nerve racking and I’m just too shy.